Finally, just created this new blog yesterday.
I apologise for the ugly skin cos I tried uploading the HTML codes but I couldn't solve the errors...
Still working on it and I hope I get it done soon!
I'm in this Battle for 4 complete months now.
My end is near and I'm forced to go back- it was in the agreement.
Honestly, I don't mind staying put- I can take it; in fact, I've been doing fine all along.
I can't imagine myself conforming to his will.
The brutality that was done to me for the past 14 years.
I have seen and learnt so much these past few months.
Fending for myself in the real world.
I fought my way through and through.
Managing school with work, training, chores and appointments with those professionals.
Independently.
I must say it was hard for me emotionally though.
Because I'm really vulnerable.
Extremely, extremely vulnerable.
My yearning for that something became more intense.
It was difficult.
I begin to clam up from people because I knew no one would understand my complete and total vulnerabilty to this situation and what I was going through.
No one would know what I have to go through, and how hard I fight to get to where I am today.
Alone.
By myself.
With no one beside me, with me.
I can't go back, I'll be tortured to death by his ingenious, cunning ways.
And I'm counting down.
Miserably.
16 days left...
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